today is less than perfect. Its a gloomy, rainy, cold-as-fuck day. and i'm going to hopefully go shopping with a few friends (if i can get my shit together). New problem in the works i tottaly forgot my friends birthday and i'm going shopping with her! and i have no time to get her a gift. oh well everyones way too materialistic anyway. At the moment i'm supposted to be cleaning so i can go but obviously thats not happening. Well i need to go and actually do something so i can get out of my hell hole house for the first fucking time this weekend (sad but true). bye for now